The difference between truth and aspiration.

I havent blogged in AGES! I had a few incomplete posts but they were just there rotting away not doing anything. Just in case you didnt know, my high fever went down and I didnt have dengue fever. I had a birthday bbq 2 weekends ago on the 15th. It pretty much rocked. Sure some people didnt gel with each other but the thing was that we all had fun right? We were on a diet of too many burnt chickens being flamed by 7cm tall tongues of fire in a gas bbq pit. Watched simpsons after that and that was pretty much it. Joan was chasing Jerome around (=D), Holly and Ryan were throwing water at each other, Joel and Cassandra stayed quite quiet... as usual... and steph vs everyone. Even Isaac =P.

The next day, I went on a yacht ride for Holly's dad's b'day. It was a really nice yacht ride except for the fact that Michael and Megan got seasick and My mum had to bring them back. Nick was there though and it was cool. We stopped for lunch somewhere near pulau tekong's banks. Before lunch, everyone in the boat had the chance to jump off the boat and into the water for a dip. I went about 6 times I think. Of course the boat wasn't moving so we had loads of time to swim. That day, I took in enough salt to preserve a seabass.

Nothing much happened the rest of that week. It was a boring school week though i was quite happy to be able to play soccer last tuesday during PE! I just hope tomorrow would be the same =P. Went for maundy thursday, good friday and easter sunday mass all 3 celebrated by THE fr. Augustine. Im not saying its a good thing but lets just say, It was a bit too much for mum to handle. =P.

Sometimes we ask ourselves wether we are really being honest with ourselves and what we feel about others, about things. What we want to be can be something we become in the future but do we ever stop to see what we are now? Is the person we are now someone we really want to be or do we want to be someone we are not for the moment. It is alright to want to be something but do it because you want to. Not because others say so or because it is cool to be that kind of person. What we feel about others can be uncontrolable. What we want to feel, we may never get to feel in a long time but shouldn't we think about what we feel now and be happy about it? make the most out of it? It is not what we are given or who we are but what we make out of it. You could be the richest guy in the world but what is the use if you use it only for yourself? You could be the best friend anyone could have and you don't know but what is the use if you don't make the effort to find a special companion?

~markyc